irritating mosquitoes.
nak tido pon tak senang.
grrr...

training yesterday kind of rocks. because because because...
it was back breaking! woooooooo!
no ah. blajar golek badan 1a.
yey. (-_-)\/
but blakang hurts like siow nari. guess its ok ah since dorang ckp dulu dorang kene agi terok. hahaha.
ku maseh menunggu.
menunggu biler mau dapat..... baju.
smalam wildan and fahmi got theirs.
of course la fast. they so miniatured size compared to me.
haha. budak kecik katekan.
so since they get theirs, means we gonna get ours too soon??
heheee..
anyway, after group training was fun ah.
can do anything we want. ahahaha.
a lot sia.
tarian, golek badan, 4 penjuru.
sounds little but its actually a lot of stuff.
then helped hidayah out with her tarian. then to golek badan.
which was way more fun than tarian. to learn ah of course.
but if the real thing like in a group ader a bit kekok ah.
these budak budak buang tebiats all laughing for no reason. nyiahaha..
but they so cute la.
hahahaa....
yey!

so when's next training?
{ 2:53 pm }
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probably 90% of all of you have seen the 'quit smoking' ad right?
and probably a hundred percent of you would get the shock of your life when you find yourself flipping through a magazine and then suddenly the picture appears on the right page. am i right?
if not then let me 'refresh' your brain on what the advertisement looks like.

there.
it scares me. why would somebody post a picture like that? it's kind of sick. and what if somebody with a heart attack flips through that very magazine and saw the image? wouldnt they get a shock and just drop dead?

hello... the world doesnt revolve around smokers only. just because a majority smokes, doesnt mean everybody needs to be frightened by the ad. why not just put it on cigarette packs?

wouldnt that be easier? better than scaring the wits out of somebody. true, it does give a wake up call to smokers but that doesnt mean people like me have to suffer just because people find it hard to quit smoking. for goodness sake, i dont even like watching horror movies damnit.

but at least horror movies are ghosts and i know theyre not for real but this, isnt it just way scarier? knowing that, that is a real life person. the person is on the face of the earth.

plus. they have the very same ad on television!! oh my god!

that is way freakier. the person actually talks! peh seram..especially when im home alone and the commercial comes on air. can you just imagine what i was feeling like when it came on?

if only there was a channel especially for smokers. hah. yeah right.. saper nak bayar. but what if.

they could air the commercial over and over again for all i care. but just please.. not on the channels that im watching.

i know some of you might be thinking that im such a scaredy cat. yea i am. admitting it is the first step for help. but im not the only one.

and i know it's oral cancer that the lady has. the rest of her face looks fine. but it's just that... it makes my stomach churn.

anybody feels the same way as i do?

{ 12:18 pm }
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its raining. and it's stopping. damn.
baru ingat nak enjoy siket da brenti! who was singing skendak hati just now??? start singing again! and louder.

today is east spring sec's sports day.
wow.
dont feel like im missing out. haha. not at all.
besides, it's only a sports day.
macam jakon..
been there done that for three years. arriverderci. alamak! spellingku hancor oready.
i think thats the correct spelling. nyiahaha. if not also not like anyone would notice or anything right.

ouh yes. ive calculated the bmi. hahaha. idiot right. sit around and do nothing, calculate bmi.
since i guess im not growing any taller. im only 17!! im only 158cm tall!! omg!
i got one more year to grow taller la saow!
ok ok. so anyway, with a height that short, my ideal weight should be around 46kg or less. yes. then i'll be as happy as urm...what? me?
seriously.
lose some weight. shed them fats.
i ate so much for these past 3 months. i gained 2kg man!
2kg is a big deal.
for some its not ah. just because theyre contented with themselves.
good for them. so easily contented.

hrm..and tomorrow im going shopping with my sister.
im excited because for once im buying clothes for poly. clothes and all the necessities. basic necessities. yar.
shoes tops jeans hahaha. so basic!

im hungry... haha. yeah. so much for a diet.
bye all. :))
{ 1:24 pm }
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Choose which do you PREFER the most.
Have fun!
1. Handphone or Computer? urm..for now handphone.
2. Aircon or Fan? aircon. obviously.
3. Lesbians or Gays? gays.
4. Movies or VCDs? vcds. so i could control the scenes. nyiahaha.
5. Condominiums or Bungalows? condominiums. at least i got neighbours just next door. imagine you got emergency then live in bungalow. pengsan man!
6. Mother Tongue or English Language? mt.
7. Ice Skating or Roller Skating? roller.
8. Ocean or Sea? sea. hahaa.
9. Ring or Flower by your guy/gal? ringgg... hate flowers.
1o. If you HAVE TO , would you takepart in Singing or Acting? singing?
11. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? lotr. definitely. got 'merry'. :)
12. Elder or Younger sibling? elder. only ones i got.
13. Shopping or Relaxing? relaxing.
14. Monster or Devils? monsters.
15. Babies or Pets? pets.
16. Brown or Grey? brown!
17. Pool/Billard or Bowling? bowling.
18. Carrots or Cucumber? carrots.
19. Apple or Pear? apple.
2o. Msn or Sms? msn. dont want to waste sms.
21. Studying at University in Singapore, or Further Studies Overseas? singapore unless i could get like a scholarship to harvard or oxford. hahah.. cheyh!
22. JC or Poly? poly. durrrrhhhhhhhh...
23. Blueberry Jam or Peanut Butter? mix it both and you get peanut butter and jelly.
24. Morning or Night? night.
25. Kisses or Hugs? hugs.
26. Family or Friends? family.
27. Basketball or Netball? basketball.
28. Outdoor or Indoor? in!
29. Maths or Sciences? maths. i dnt mind both.
3o. Sandwiches or Buns? sandwiches.
31. Pink or Purple? pink.
32. MP4 or Ipod? iPod.
33. Nokia or Samsung? nokia.
34. Tuesdays or Thursdays? both. lol.
35. Yahoo or Googles? yahooo..
36. This survey , Interesting or Not? whats in the middle?
{ 1:46 am }
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got my medical report back. now enrolment is so yesterday.
literally.
i got a new layout and new song and new everything.
i love it. thanks to azee toooozeee.
nyiahaha. recommend the layout maker and stuff. lovely.
and sorry abt the late replies and all.
my comp was a bit "off" towards the previous page.
yeh. i cldnt read any tags.

im really excited about starting school in say.. a months time?
checklist.
lose weight. lose weight. LOSE WEIGHT! and oh yeah. get some new clothes.
hahaha.
seriously. my bmi gained! damn it.
from a happy happy 18 to a 19.5!!
argh!
tatynk giler babs.
and im eating burger king for lunch today.
right.. like that helps. guess i'll just have to sacrifice the weekend food which are oh so my favourites. grrr.
nvm nvm.
all for a new beginning. or maybe. just for one sick ghetto catto like me. ok.
so kental. tu dari lagu. nyiahaha.
dont even know what that means lorh idiot right?

im in love with 30 seconds to mars.
i mean seriously, who sings such a powerful vocal without a broken voice? or note maybe. a broken note. yarh thats it.
love the vocals but i love the drummer. nyiaha. apparently, jared leto si dak azee da tepikat.
drummer way cuter ok!

anybody read Angels and Demons?
really awesome book.
so good i feel bad for illiterates out there.
and they got all these sick ambigrams.
wow.

and here's something for zy.
sorreh ah a bit late.
but selambat lambatnyer, at least ako bilang kan kan kan?? lol.
youre an april baby right babe?
hahaha.
here.

APRIL=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!
Attractive personality.
Very! sexy.
Affectionate & Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Chatterbox!
Loves to talk alot!
Loves to get their way! .
Unbelievable kisser!
Easily angered.
Very stubborn in the most way possible!
Loves to get noticed!
Willing to take risks for others.
Makes good choices.
Has a great fashion sense!
Maybe a little too popular with others * winkwink*.
Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent.
Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!
Can love as much as possible!
Hates insults.
Loves compliments!
A very big flirt!
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
The best in bed out of these months!!
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

happy? :))
{ 12:57 pm }
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online registration? check.
medical checkup? check.
finacial forms? check.
cpf application form? check check check.
and im ready to send my enrolment. woooooo!!
this is more stressful than having to study and sit for my exams damnit.
serious shit. was freaking out yesterday when i realised i havent gotten the cpf form ready.
lucky my peizhen told me. if not confirm die.
{ 10:33 am }
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im still waiting for that letter from tp. i hope it gets mailed to me by today. cant wait. wonder when school will start. mardhati jc da start. waaahhhh... best la da start skool. i also want to start school. seriously seyh, i feel stupid right now like ive got nothing better to do than to wait for school to send me letter.
ouh yarh.
here's somthing interesting.

MARCH=THUG
Suave and compromising. (what's suave? heard it but im not sure what it means. but what it means according to me may be correct too. hahaha.)
Funny and humorous. (no. nyiahaha... so not.)
Stubborn. (i think i am.)
Very talkative. (nope nope.)
Calm and cool. (urmmm...you decide.)
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal.
Does work well with others.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Positive Attitude.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever andknowledgeable.
Loves to look forinformation.
Able to cheer everyone upand/or make them laugh.
Able tomotivate oneself and others.
Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing.
Hyper.
Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy.
Lovessports, music, leisure and travelling.
Systematic.
Hot but has brains. (WOW!)
{ 11:13 am }
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hrm.. my sore throat got from bad to worse in a week but it's fine now. must be wondering right what the heck im talking about. i also dont know...
back to yesterday. was one helluva a uber duper, ass kicking, laughing out loud, so slamba day with the girls. ahahaha.. giler peh budak radhiah. hahahaha. and i meant everything i just said literally. morning morning, urm..i was still at home. heee.
then at around 4 oclock met up with malina at tamp inter. wahhh... long time never see. but they still look the same. me also i guess. malina came and asked if aziz was already there. didnt even know seyh he following us go back tuition. so yea, he came like around two to three minutes of that sort. and off to take the bus.
da sampai called up radhiah and asked where the heck she was. hahaha.. timing karots sia.
" lagi EMPAT minit lagi aku sampai...."
such a weird number. so yup she came at i think ecxactly four minutes. maybe earlier even.
then mel came. hahaha... thought who seyh girl with red shirt walking our way. she's so bubbly. sampai bus stop ajek "HI!!!"
hahaha..high pitched. i miss them so much la. the three of them. gerl, mel, malina. never seen them for what seems like ages. made our way up, to the white white tuition centre. didnt know who should go up first. yela.. alumni katekan. step malu konon nak naek. and it turned out to be.. radhiah first, mel, malina, me, aziz. hahaha. so little people upstairs.
so skip all the parts at tuition and onto the kfc part. yup2. ate at kfc. yummmmm...
radhiah was like talking and laughing so loudly. hahaha..gler man...
but i joined ah. cannot beat her, join her right?
shared a zinger meal with her. but i only took the cheesefries. thats like what? abt two bucks?
eat eat eat talk talk talk. wow. so much to catch up on. talking about wow.. this is a piece of conversation from radhiah [me] to mel.
radhiah: ko nak makan aper?
mel:aku rase mcm nak makan 'WOW' meal ah.
radhiah: WOW!
me: wow meal? hahaha.. ko g saner org mintak order ko ckp ko nak WOW meal?
radhiah:um..can i have one WOW! meal please??
hahaha..dengan muker muker. dont know la what meal mel nak. but it certainly wasnt called wow meal right? or maybe it is...
last last beli fish burger. lerss...
pat dalam bus was still my favourite part.
dudok at the very last seat because radhiah wanted to 'camwhore'.
ouh..i so hate doing that in public. it didnt seem to matter to me though yesterday. and that was just what we did. took a few and then bluetoothed to everyone. the bluetooth part was seriously friggen kekek. radhiah had her phone search for devices ah..
then came out a few others.
chichua la. then got another name. hahaha..so this gerl was so loud, dier g pekik
"EH! Who ah Chihua???"
kecoh sia pat blakang. ahhahaha... beh got a few others right, that one also she ask.
"WHO NEVER OFF BLUETOOTH AH?? HAHAHA!! I SEND YOU VIRUS AH! OOOOHHH... THE BLUETOOTH OPEN AH..."
slenger! tanak ckp didnt off tau. hahaha.. never open. confident plak tu cakap.
got off the bus at interchange. took some more pictures. so malu want to take in such a crowded area. managed to take one, ok maybe two with them.
again, nak send out. bluetooth devices. radhiah again.
hp searched the area and got a 'mom'.
she looked around ah. skali got this little chinese girl standing beside us. she ask..
"eh you mom ah?"
hahaha.. ya'allah. pompan ni eh. kecohrable. but she is so fun. ouh yes. she cabot tuition. thats why she was with us.
and da nak leave, da salam sumer, kene tendang dgn radhiah. tendang alek. pat bus also. she kicked my ass sia. haiyo! just because i walked then suddenly stopped. for fun. :p
beh kene tendang. i smacked her back. ahaha!
was gerek ah yesterday.
wont ever forget it.
was probably our last meeting with everyone around.
{ 7:36 am }
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Yesterday slept at urm..say 3?
very sleepy right now. but cannot sleep anymore! must wake up! do chores. wahhhh...
eh, my back still hurts like siow. dont know if i should just leave it alone. ya well maybe i should. that's what ive been doing for the last few days. pain also pain la. itll heal by itself. yeah. hope so.
ahaha.
haish.. so its been boring now. guess i'll go on a diet. yeh. itll make life so much fun. so lets see, ive only eaten bread this morning. and drank plain water. yeh. hahaha. a new start for a new school. hahaha. im talking as if i just attended preschool yesterday. but i guess kids dont go on diets. ouh wait, they do. on TYRA.
these bunch of 5 year olds and below ten year olds. i mean, huh??? seriously seyh no comments on them. then got a nine year old who is anorexic but seriously, she isnt thin. nyiahaha. budak kecik, da sah boncet. she said that she is afraid she might be fat when she grows up. and i thought to myself...
'you wouldnt even grow up if youre like this now.'
she wants to be a model? so short want to be model? i doubt she'll grow that tall IF she grows up because she doesnt get enough food. and i dont think they want to hire balding girls right? yeh. in case some of you dont know, if you do not get the amount of nutrition you need, your hair will start to fall. and this i know a long time ago when i was into this kind of stuff, and i admit i still am. oooooops. just dont show it that much. another ooooooops.
{ 12:52 pm }
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Alright. Yesterday night couldnt sleep after training. Damn painful ahh my back. But nevermind. Can tahann... haha. slacked off at the lazy armchair at hall. watched television. everbody else was already fast asleep. and i still couldnt sleep! even though i was tired. dont know what went wrong. so then ter-ingat today fikri birthday. go and msg him happy birthday. skali dier call. haiyos..luckily, incoming free!! hahaha. so talked talked until my phone battery gone almost flat. damn it. i just charged it. nevermind la.
and so right now, all i could do is sit at home and wait for that polytechnic package to arrive by the end of march. i just cannot wait for a new school term. a new school. a new everything. wow. haha.. new things are such pleasant imaginations. if you get what i mean.
{ 12:59 pm }
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Grrr... does anybody think i have a very big ego? and i mean super huge. Yea well somebody does. But it's not like it's bothering me or anything, it's just that, i really hate this person and i have nothing to blog about. ahaha. what joy to be blogging about what a lamebrain who i really really just like to bitch about. ouh.. ini bukan gossip yer. i dont gossip. this is just a piece of my opinion.. gone public.
so yea. was chatting with this person and he said i had a huge ego. like "excuse me?"
a huge ego is like... ok. i prefer not to name anyone.
huge ego is when someone dont give a shit about you and thinks that he or she is the best damn thing ever. i need help with my self esteem and you're talking about a huge ego i got? what the fuck is that all about?
gawd. some people just dont deserve to judge characters. especially not mine. i never did judge his so what is his problem? hmm? not happy that i bailed out? what WHAT? idiot seyh this type of people. i just wish i never did knew him. but that would be utmost impossible because we study in the same class. and i dont mean school.
i think he thinks i like him. eeewww...
only crazy and so-obsessed-with-me people would do that. telling me he has a girlfriend and that he's going out with her. ya lah bodoh kan?! if tak kluar tu namernyer kawan biaser, bukan mataer. haiyo. mcm gini punyer orang pun ader. please la eyh.. like i care.
as narcissistic as i can be, i still care about my family and friends. sometimes ya i get carried away about myself but i stop once i realise i talked too much. but calling me something which im not is another thing. nevermind. aku bersabar. dont want to find fault. everything that happens to me is all my fault la.. not like some people.
something goes wrong and i get blamed for it.
{ 1:38 pm }
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Yesterday's training was back breaking. seriously.. blajar jatuhan but most of the time i hit my back too hard. damn it. i think i dropped azee harder but she seems fine. wah..orang tu blakang keras ah. sorreh ah. keep dropping you too hard. so anyway, when it was my turn to fall, dengan azee azee skali kene pulled down. hehehe. am i that heavy? then after that they asked uh to tap each other. i didnt know what the heck tapping was. hahaha. then i know. kick kick sampai one of us fell. lerh...
i dont think my back is going to be better for tomorrows training but what the heck, its part and parcel. i'll still train even if my whole back is all bruised or bandaged. just dont hit my back la bodoh.
and i cannot talk properly. my voice is in a mess. but i love it. not very often someone gets sore throat you know. hahaha.. i love it. hahaha. can make a complete idiot of myself or it could give me a reason to not talk to people.
{ 12:32 pm }
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i just got home from a day of appealing. woh. so tired. went to ngee ann poly and republic poly with fiza. we searched for which courses to squeeze in. searched like crazy. in a very very huge rush. go where...? go makan ah!
even though we already ate breakfast. i thought the faster we finished appealing, the faster we could eat. yup2. so we did just that.
on the way to tm, saw peizhen at work. haha. she giving out flyers to passerbys. i didnt see her at first but fi pointed her out. im like..'ouh..kk' haha. like ntg better to say. so i went to disturb her. hahaha. disturb her until she handed me 2 flyers! 2 flyers for what? one flyer is enough.. hahaha.
then after lunch, went around century with fi for awhile. stomachache. haha..laosai ah i think. hahaha. no ah. just part of it. urgh..kk. anyway, i was busy smsing when we headed off to Aries. haha. skali ternampak zy la. haha. tekejot brok seyh. aleh2 jek, "EH!!" hahaha.
who wouldnt seyh. was so concentrated on one thing then suddenly, "EH" crashed into your eardrum. hahaha.. good to see old people again. and i dont mean that literally. fhm fhm yer.
so after Aries, we went to Montip. jumper zy lagi... hahaha... zy da bukak braces!! Chey! org tu gigi da straight la.. like finally its off.
pastu pastu. gedebak gedebuk, walked back home. before that, bumped into mel at isetan. haha. she working there. nice to see her again. hehehe... still the same old mel.
then fi withdraw money then baru sampai back home.
{ 4:37 pm }
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Yay! tp here i come!! i got into my i-so-dream-about-it-all-the-time course, biomedical science. wooooo! haha..jakon saow. baru check katekan. yes yes! bio! bio! my favourite bio!!!!
{ 8:19 am }
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hey. just changed my hp number. so if anybody here doesnt know and wants to know, all you got to do is ask me. duh... hehe.
i love it love it love it. even though its not the colour i originally wanted but hey, pink is ok. hehee..its pink. damn i love it. i love life right now. and ouh..posting tomorrow.
i want to go tp!! realy badly..
and ouh yes. saturday night was awesome. watch 3 movies continously. first was jeepers creepers 2 then came isolation and hannibal, which we didnt even watch till half of the show. its boring.. jeepers creepers was my favourite. hehee.
in isoaltion, who knew cows were so 'dangerous'? haha. cows will be cows no matter how "violent" the show might present them as. boring, black and white cows. gawd. i still cannot believe they actually made a movie about cows. hahaha...
and ouh ya. njoy.


{ 8:47 am }
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Went for training yesterday. Heheh. Sorry yer Azee, kene pakser pergi because of me. :) I really love training la even though it's my birthday and all yesterday. Ok. Training was fun. RIGHT?? hahaha. Kicked padding. Alhamdullilah nothing happened. Haha. Even though abang hendra announced it to the seniors on wednesday. and kak farah was like "abes...friday ni." nothing happened. yahh. quite boring though, i was expecting something huge. grrrr... but nevermind. im new. i dont mind it that much. oh yes.
smalam golek badan macam siow. first time i landed on my head. yea.. like thats so scary. when i rolled on my head and landed i was like woh... ok im fine. but abang hendra was like "eh! ok tak? scarry seyh dekni.." i was laughing saow. everybody was looking then i was running back to the back. then we needed to roll four times continously. that was fun. you could golek badan a or b. i chose b. haha. easier stuff. but after rolling, it was like very giddy. of course la. but it was damn fun. pastu, we were supposed to learn seni. but since both of us didnt have any 'seni experience' we learnt how to tanding with samsul and rahman. fun fun. kicked the paddings. my kick is so cacat, they didnt even know if it was correct. nyiaha. still, it was some serious work. very very tiring. seriously. i couldnt breathe properly... but all it took to recover was a few minutes of break. hehehehe...and then back to training. sleng..
{ 1:21 pm }
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even though i might not understand what theyre singing, i still love the video. haha. got jiro wang!! he is so cute! oo..and the boys are pretty. hahaha. sejak biler ntah i find cheena guys cute also i dont know. hahaha..but lately ya. hahahaha...wow.

here's the music video which i find so cute. its the ost for the drama. nyiahaha.. love it.

{ 11:24 am }
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